Thursday, June 18, 2009

broken toilet

When you know you cant do something it makes you wanna do it 10times more..like right now..my toilet is broke and from the moment it broke i had to pee 10times more then i had to already. now my roomate is going to see if if flushes and i have to go so bad i cant stand. omg...im cross my figure and hope it flushes. i hear a sound but she hasnt said anything ..now she says no luck at all..dam it.. that slum lord of a manager didnt call me back..that bitch..ughhh...my blader is so mad...

Going through the phases..

is this Love? How does someone determine if they are in Love? and when did I fall in Love with this person? These are the 3 phases couples go through in a relationship...phase 1: is this Love? This is usually the beginning of the relationship but recycles to the end of the relationship(explain later) This is when the relationship is fresh and without major drama..the couple are in much infatuation with one another. the couple can grow a close friendship or bond that makes them seem closer then expected then the couple can grow like and lust with for one another. they cant stop thinking about one another. everything is amazing, but why? isn't this Love or is this Love? its hard to tell if your feeling are there because you really like this person or do you love this person? Answer is: temporary.. In my opinion you probably have to wait to get to phase two in order to determine is this Love? PHASE 2: How does someone determine if they are in Love? all the characteristic of phase one are relevant. they have the lust the friendship and the bond but there feeling are stronger.. this couple most likely have developed a use for each other not just a want for each other but a need. this need makes them important and each others life different from phase one there is now reason why they are in each other life besides the choice of being there. like in phase 1: the couple is in infatuation with one another. only in this phase the couple will do anything that the other one ask. they are each others super hero's there for the reuse.Phase 3 When did I fall in love with this person? is when the couple doesn't realize they fell in phase 2 this couple does any and everything for one another the good bad and the ugly. problem most likely developed by this phase, usually little things such as jealousy infidelity, and greed. that the couple can over come, but some times they cant and then conclusion of the relationship will present its self and like I mention,phase 1 recycles but differently the couple ask themselves Is this Love? the whole relationship is now problematic. it is now stale, too dramatic, and no reason to move forward.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tainted Meormies,,,,

When people die, there spirit lives long in the memories of those who remeber them. For those who do great things live forever because the things that they did in there bodily life are treasured and retold to others. hit's the phrase "Don't speak ill of the dead" however just as true theres good in everyone there is also bad, which is perfectly okay in bodily form. but it really burns me up to hear my grandmother speak ill of my dead mother. whenever me and sister do anything that is consider bad in her eyes she her favorite line seem to be " you just like your momma" or you gone be jus like yo momma" so my question to the blog world is, How will my mothers spirit live long if she continue to taint my sister and I memories?